Monday, April 19, 2010

The beginning.

I recently read a blog written by a total stranger which has inspired me into a new direction. I do not want to forget one single moment that lead up to today, and any of the wonderful memories we have yet to make. So I will start from the beginning...

We always knew we wnated to have children and we knew we wanted to have them as soon as possible. We decided that we would leave everything in God's hands after we were married. We went about six months before we were blessed with the news that we were pregnant. It was April of 2009 when we found out that we were finally going to be parents. I had not felt like myself for a couple of weeks and I had taken a couple of tests but it was too early to tell. After a lunch out with my two best friends who were both pregnant at the time (Jen and Danielle) where I felt sick from certain smells I thought there was a chance.
That night I took a test but the result was unclear. The next morning I took another test but again, the result was not 100%. I called Jen and Danielle for their advice and they rushed over to see. We went amd bought a digital test which finally gave us an answer...."PREGNANT". I was so excited, nervous, scared, and anxious. I ran and told them what it said and they couldnt have been happier. How amazing....the three of us all pregnant at the same time. Not all best friends get to experience something so cool together...we were so lucky.
I spent the day in disbelief. It was such a surreal feeling. I had wanted it to happen for so long and I could not believe it was really happening. We went to Target where I bought Daddy a book about becoming a father and waited for him to come home from work.
Once he arrived I handed him the book and he asked me if I was serious. I immediately whipped the test out of my back pocket and he wrapped his arms around me, kissed and hugged me and shared in the excitement. It was real! We were gonna have a baby! We were gonna have you!
My whole life I always knew that there was one thing that I was born to do and that was to be a mother. I could not wait to watch my belly grow and feel you moving inside of me. I dreamed of this moment for what felt like an eternity and I was not going to forget one moment.

1 comment:

  1. so exciting! i love it!
    welcome to the world of blogging!

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